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2009-12-03 - i am no day counter
2009-11-27 - though not outwardly
2009-11-23 - -
2009-11-15 - he's greed
2009-10-29 - nothing but time
2009-10-18 - low lights
2009-10-11 - welcome
2009-10-02 - when i don't know whats in my heart
2009-09-19 - my secret love for skype
2009-09-19 - my secret love for skype
2009-09-05 - 'i have a crush on every boy' teen girl squad
2009-08-22 - xoxo
2009-08-18 - understanding the church
2009-08-14 - -
2009-08-07 - a short vent
2009-08-04 - just a daily run down
2009-07-28 - alright
2009-07-22 - a month and 7 days on an island
2009-07-08 - -
2009-06-24 - all my woes and drama
2009-06-20 - short and sweet
2009-06-02 - -
2009-05-29 - stuck in the middle
2009-01-04 - its all down hill from here (in regards to mz)
2009-01-02 - relationships are messy
2008-12-27 - packing
2008-12-17 - it is good
2008-12-16 - up up and away
2008-11-27 - one of those times is now
2008-08-24 - -
2008-08-21 - a run away, in no uncertian terms
2008-08-17 - me for you
2008-08-15 - i leave in 4 days
2008-08-01 - whatever
2008-07-30 - someone sorta seeing someone
2008-07-25 - stupid feelings
2008-07-21 - who has a crush
2008-07-07 - a girl who loves summer and small towns
2008-06-29 - someone who is living
2008-06-27 - go back a entry and watch that video
2008-06-27 - me
2008-06-24 - someone who's holding out
2008-06-19 - a believer
2008-06-12 - a really sorry person
2008-06-07 - someone looking for love
2008-06-06 - me
2008-06-03 - a curly/wavy haired girl
2008-06-01 - a girl set on 2nd tries
2008-05-30 - a friendsick fool
2008-05-27 - the little girl on the pickles jar
2008-05-22 - billy the kid
2008-05-07 - call me
2008-05-03 - this is my cry
2008-04-29 - perilous times
2008-04-28 - short and sweet
2008-03-29 - remember me and i remember you
2008-03-29 - remember me and i remember you
2007-12-19 - good to be home
2007-11-24 - thanks be to God
2007-09-22 - you may enter
2007-09-22 - you may enter
2007-09-22 - you may enter
2007-08-24 - i like how poets like other poets
2007-08-19 - choose me
2007-08-15 - fall in to yourself
2007-08-12 - what it is
2007-08-02 - love and marriage
2007-07-22 - hehehe
2007-07-20 - only two more days of work
2007-07-08 - -
2007-07-06 - -
2007-06-30 - your cynical glasses don't seem to let much light in
2007-06-30 - your cynical glasses don't seem to let much light in
2007-06-29 - i have to be at work at 5:30 am
2007-06-28 - deep breaths are hard to come by
2007-06-28 - deep breaths are hard to come by
2007-06-26 - i lament
2007-06-12 - iam working at lakeview
2007-06-12 - i started work at lakeview
2007-06-12 - i started work at lakeview
2007-05-31 - its been awhile
2007-05-31 - thats been awhile
2007-05-31 - i think i'll call my mom
2007-05-30 - -
2007-05-24 - just sitting
2007-05-17 - in a round about way.
2007-05-17 - in a round about way.
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-15 - -
2007-05-07 - about to be a college graduate
2007-04-29 - he never said i looked nice
2007-04-28 - its like prom but cooler...
2007-04-28 - its like prom but cooler...
2007-04-25 - talk it out
2007-04-25 - its good just to talk it out
2007-04-25 - its good just to talk it out
2007-04-25 - it was nice just to talk it out
2007-04-24 - don't freak out don't freak out don't freak-out
2007-04-22 - i love you
2007-04-22 - i love you
2007-04-22 - i love you
2007-04-19 - yeah honors college, yeah
2007-04-16 - its almost over!!!
2007-04-16 - iam a crazy
2007-04-14 - theres only one sorority for me
2007-04-14 - theres only one sorority for me
2007-04-10 - i wasn't slum'en, just so you know
2007-04-10 - i wasn't slum'en, just so you know
2007-04-06 - i can't count
2007-04-06 - right now
2007-04-05 - college is lame
2007-04-04 - bet you didn't know
2007-04-04 - bet you didn't know
2007-04-01 - iam flipped
2007-04-01 - iam flipped
2007-03-28 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSE MATHEWS
2007-03-25 - closer still
2007-03-23 - its almost jesse's birthday
2007-03-19 - paul
2007-03-14 - i am freaking out
2007-03-12 - but i love you
2007-03-07 - theres always more to tell
2007-03-06 - just a little intro
2007-02-27 - attention everyone everywhere
2007-02-23 - no i guess not
2007-02-21 - everything you ever wanted to know
2007-02-20 - damn saffron robe
2007-02-15 - -
2007-02-13 - i wrote you this letter
2007-02-13 - i wrote you this letter
2007-02-10 - its safe and scary all at once
2007-02-06 - part 2
2007-02-06 - part 2
2007-02-05 - wow
2007-02-01 - more than the mundane
2007-01-30 - my choice might kill me
2007-01-29 - -
2007-01-23 - goodnight sad life and happy b-day ryan
2007-01-23 - goodnight sad life and happy b-day ryan
2007-01-20 - i just wish it would snow already
2007-01-18 - thanks cindy
2007-01-17 - don't read this
2007-01-03 - heres to a new year
2007-01-03 - heres to a new year
2006-12-26 - as loud spanish tv plays in the back ground
2006-12-19 - i love julia rose
2006-12-17 - a sunday night
2006-12-13 - i feel sad today
2006-12-13 - to be charming
2006-12-09 - this is how i really feel
2006-12-08 - this is how i feel
2006-12-08 - this is how i feel
2006-12-04 - this will be tmi
2006-12-01 - ok fine
2006-11-28 - i love the jacksons
2006-11-27 - i talked to bouty for like an hour last night
2006-11-25 - oh carlsbad
2006-11-16 - oh thanksgiving break my dear sweet love
2006-11-15 - ceramics hottie
2006-11-14 - another part died
2006-11-14 - another part died
2006-11-14 - another part died
2006-11-12 - a trip home
2006-11-11 - my weekend home
2006-11-11 - my weekend home
2006-11-05 - -
2006-11-05 - -
2006-11-01 - its your mid week night (mare)
2006-10-30 - if only
2006-10-20 - i love you
2006-10-17 - only a few more days
2006-10-03 - i should have left already
2006-09-30 - not again
2006-09-28 - don't you want somebody to love
2006-09-25 - theres as much to me as you
2006-09-24 - maybe i'll just tell you
2006-09-22 - there is beauty there
2006-09-21 - oh to think the dancers mad
2006-09-19 - -
2006-09-18 - -
2006-09-12 - watch me now
2006-09-10 - God help them
2006-09-09 - its only saturday
2006-09-08 - heres to jumping
2006-08-30 - running til your out of breath
2006-08-27 - little tracy left the country
2006-08-19 - take me and break me in to million pieces
2006-08-16 - home for only a few more days
2006-08-14 - just a monday
2006-08-09 - nepal
2006-08-01 - I am not afraid of you, and will never be again
2006-07-23 - journey number something or other
2006-07-20 - iam so afraid of you
2006-07-16 - if its real, shouldn't you tell them
2006-07-13 - -
2006-06-28 - Christ died so we coudl live
2006-06-27 - I feel bitter
2006-06-20 - I got new canvas, must go gesso them
2006-06-18 - arms lenght away
2006-06-15 - i have hw
2006-06-11 - summertime weekend at home
2006-06-04 - i have a whole heart to give
2006-06-02 - that makes 7 for me
2006-05-28 - i want everything
2006-05-25 - traveling light worth sharing
2006-05-24 - he said she said
2006-05-22 - when boys live with girls
2006-05-19 - sweet dreams
2006-05-17 - in a matter of days
2006-05-09 - i'll know it when i know it
2006-05-05 - i miss my grandma
2006-05-01 - subject to change
2006-04-26 - my life is sick
2006-04-25 - if i had a band i would call it hawk fick and the munchy munchies
2006-04-23 - cammy and the gime gimes
2006-04-20 - me and the format are not friends
2006-04-17 - hand held, hand made
2006-04-09 - i steal my room-mates cookies
2006-04-07 - better go
2006-04-04 - i only did half the dishes
2006-04-02 - and there you have it
2006-03-31 - heres to summer school, my worst nightmare
2006-03-29 - and moving on
2006-03-24 - when its Christ you long for
2006-03-23 - spring break 2006
2006-03-09 - i like dresses
2006-03-07 - this is me having no self control, be proud
2006-03-07 - to much
2006-03-06 - one missed call
2006-03-05 - one love, room-mate love
2006-02-28 - only a yr more to go, only then what
2006-02-26 - \"we all still love him\"
2006-02-26 - \"we all still love him\"
2006-02-21 - there are ants in thebathroom
2006-02-14 - take a guess
2006-02-10 - that was a bit dramatic
2006-02-08 - a world away
2006-02-07 - sisterly love
2006-02-04 - its ok to cry about it
2006-02-03 - -
2006-02-01 - what am i doing
2006-01-30 - i didn't even try
2006-01-29 - sin vs. love
2006-01-25 - tara's only has 37 cent stamps
2006-01-25 - tara's only has 37 cent stamps
2006-01-24 - my room-mate amanda is wonderful
2006-01-21 - wear those pants
2006-01-20 - then do a dance
2006-01-19 - make them cry
2006-01-18 - blow a kiss
2006-01-09 - all i know is you can't fool the heart of God
2006-01-08 - i'll let you know
2006-01-05 - -
2006-01-03 - every days a battle
2005-12-30 - -
2005-12-25 - and to all a good night
2005-12-22 - -
2005-12-16 - the first in many \"singleness\"
2005-12-14 - what a treat
2005-12-09 - fine bye
2005-12-08 - iam done with school!!!
2005-12-07 - smile it hurts alittle less
2005-12-04 - tara's getting married
2005-11-28 - just because
2005-11-23 - walk the walk
2005-11-20 - iam thankful
2005-11-13 - reach out to me
2005-11-06 - heart
2005-11-04 - today is friday!
2005-11-02 - and for you to be hearing
2005-10-31 - a 4 yr degree my fannie
2005-10-30 - a call from him can change the course of the day
2005-10-29 - not to much time till thanksgiving break
2005-10-27 - -
2005-10-23 - i wish i had more time to read
2005-10-20 - i had to go back and read it again
2005-10-19 - next
2005-10-15 - King Jesus
2005-10-12 - to fall in love
2005-10-10 - iam His
2005-10-09 - this could go unsaid
2005-10-07 - me not knowing
2005-10-05 - thank you
2005-10-04 - get out of my face
2005-10-03 - one more broken heart
2005-10-02 - all i really want is to sit at Your feet
2005-09-27 - to rest in Christ
2005-09-26 - all i can think about
2005-09-23 - i walk not by sight
2005-09-22 - i want to be a light for Christ
2005-09-20 - teach me to walk in truth and grace
2005-09-19 - nap time
2005-09-17 - i asked God, but he didn't say much
2005-09-14 - look forward to the end of the week which is the end of the 4th week of school
2005-09-12 - sometimes i can't help it
2005-09-09 - this is for the deleted favorites
2005-09-08 - i like how cindy isn't smoking anymore
2005-09-07 - i have a spanish test tomorrow
2005-09-06 - its been a good day
2005-09-01 - maybe i could just be awhile
2005-08-30 - my heart
2005-08-28 - little box
2005-08-28 - they are my favorite family
2005-08-27 - heres to college
2005-08-24 - my first rump day at college
2005-08-23 - i need yellow paint
2005-08-23 - i need yellow paint
2005-08-16 - summer is fading faster everyday slips away
2005-08-13 - thank you self discovery
2005-08-09 - i have only felt this way like 2 times before
2005-08-06 - my journey, journey #21
2005-08-02 - uprooting
2005-08-01 - -
2005-07-30 - today i turned 20 years old
2005-07-28 - 20th birthday party
2005-07-26 - you don't understand
2005-07-09 - the trash
2005-07-09 - stupid expectations
2005-07-06 - sleep
2005-07-03 - flirting with disaster
2005-07-01 - ALL CAPS
2005-06-30 - roman candles don't seem scary to me
2005-06-29 - got to go
2005-06-24 - tired on the inside
2005-06-15 - pukie
2005-06-13 - i miss her
2005-06-13 - iam giving you up
2005-06-11 - if your not for Him your against Him
2005-06-08 - i swam on my lunch break
2005-05-28 - catch me if you can
2005-05-25 - summer is nice
2005-05-12 - the summer has began
2005-05-05 - how will he know
2005-05-04 - one more final
2005-05-04 - one more final
2005-05-03 - college comes to an end
2005-05-02 - oh for God to take me there
2005-05-02 - oh for God to take me there
2005-04-29 - the time has come
2005-04-29 - i miss days when i saw you.
2005-04-27 - the new day story
2005-04-24 - when you have to know
2005-04-24 - this is me telling you
2005-04-16 - i feel better
2005-04-16 - i feel better
2005-04-15 - its ok You are still God
2005-04-15 - this is with you
2005-04-11 - i would burn this place down if i thought it would kill the bugs
2005-04-10 - the bread of life
2005-04-09 - some times its just breath in and out
2005-04-07 - this is how i hurt
2005-04-06 - hope you know he was thristy for you
2005-04-04 - to die to self would be gain
2005-04-04 - not another sob story
2005-04-03 - i love you
2005-03-30 - how can i be empty
2005-03-28 - to hear from God
2005-03-26 - it was god just to free think
2005-03-26 - this is it.
2005-03-18 - i love you man
2005-03-17 - why this why now
2005-03-16 - it has to be about the love
2005-03-15 - iam done
2005-03-14 - dang scratch that
2005-03-13 - one day at a time
2005-03-11 - i like it the best when jesse calls me
2005-03-09 - this is my wish list
2005-03-06 - i don't shower
2005-03-04 - i wish i never knew
2005-03-03 - shhh don't tell
2005-03-01 - today i feel sad
2005-02-27 - hopeful
2005-02-26 - ahhhh iam even more frustrated
2005-02-25 - jonnas here now
2005-02-23 - my God is good
2005-02-21 - where do we go from here
2005-02-16 - i wish she had not been drinking when she told me.
2005-02-13 - nothing to say
2005-02-10 - this one is for you
2005-02-08 - lost boys part II
2005-02-07 - lost boys part I
2005-02-04 - the end of a week
2005-02-01 - this one is for you
2005-01-30 - throwing up for the first time in college.
2005-01-30 - when the boys of carlsbad come to las cruces
2005-01-28 - its funny that iam never what they \"want\"
2005-01-27 - weird
2005-01-26 - the rants of a girl who longs for more
2005-01-25 - -
2005-01-24 - synthetic elements is a wonderful band
2005-01-23 - one way
2005-01-20 - neverland
2005-01-18 - this life is my mission field
2005-01-18 - -
2005-01-14 - yeah for JESUS
2005-01-13 - i love you
2005-01-10 - just a good night
2005-01-08 - just another reason
2005-01-08 - theres no turning back
2005-01-05 - i love Jesus
2005-01-05 - i love Jesus
2005-01-04 - end of a time a way and a style end of a year
2004-12-19 - christmas break 2004-05
2004-12-19 - christmas break 2004-05
2004-12-09 - -
2004-12-09 - -
2004-12-07 - kyles really so cool
2004-12-06 - this was a fun entry to write
2004-12-04 - theres alot of work to be done
2004-11-30 - i love my Jesus, and you can love Him too
2004-11-29 - a smile away from dis-a-point-ment
2004-11-23 - -
2004-11-22 - life might be a highway
2004-11-17 - i like to dance....hip hop
2004-11-14 - between never knowing and never wanting to know
2004-11-13 - -
2004-11-13 - -
2004-11-11 - don't like college
2004-11-10 - -
2004-11-10 - -
2004-11-07 - -
2004-11-07 - -
2004-11-04 - my future
2004-11-04 - my future
2004-11-02 - -
2004-11-01 - -
2004-10-28 - -
2004-10-28 - -
2004-10-23 - -
2004-10-21 - this time will be different, iam not the same
2004-10-20 - life goes with or with out me
2004-10-19 - one more day one more way
2004-10-18 - can't i just do it all ready
2004-10-17 - just another to short of a weekend behind me
2004-10-15 - wow
2004-10-15 - wow
2004-10-12 - 3 punk boys
2004-10-10 - where is that story about the bears eating the people who made fun of the bald guy?????
2004-10-08 - i sad that i have a \"just get through\" out look
2004-10-04 - i am sorry you feel that way
2004-10-01 - -
2004-09-30 - hit or miss
2004-09-28 - i have heard you can do anything you really want to
2004-09-27 - if it were this it easy
2004-09-25 - tell me what to do, tell me who to be
2004-09-22 - \"song of songs\"
2004-09-21 - well then i better do my hw
2004-09-21 - well then i better do my hw
2004-09-19 - i want it to rain all night
2004-09-19 - i really like jesus
2004-09-13 - when i can't stand on my own two feet
2004-09-13 - when i can't stand on my own two feet
2004-09-09 - alittle bit to you and a little bit to me
2004-09-09 - hmmm
2004-09-08 - i was aginst the rail (front row) get you some
2004-09-08 - iam ok your ok and incubus will be more than ok
2004-09-03 - could it be iam back on track?
2004-09-02 - why me
2004-09-01 - ahhh i just want to cry
2004-09-01 - do what you will
2004-08-30 - how does it go from bad to good
2004-08-29 - i got a flat tire today
2004-08-26 - i miss you
2004-08-26 - i miss you
2004-08-23 - it is good to sever JESUS
2004-08-20 - i just want to serve You here in LC
2004-08-17 - stand in awe
2004-08-14 - iam a sophomore in college
2004-08-12 - i want to be this focused for ever
2004-07-31 - *
2004-07-27 - oh africa
2004-07-25 - so short.. AFRICA
2004-07-16 - ahhhhhhh
2004-07-16 - ahhhhhhh
2004-07-14 - just for you back home
2004-07-06 - -
2004-05-03 - theres no time africa 1
2004-05-03 - theres no time africa 1
2004-06-18 - God is doing more and more things in my life!!!!
2004-06-18 - God is doing more and more things in my life!!!!
2004-06-15 - a night in the life of....
2004-06-15 - just a night in the life of...
2004-06-15 - just a night in the life of...
2004-06-10 - house sitting
2004-06-10 - house sitting
2004-06-10 - house sitting
2004-06-03 - its good to talk to paul
2004-06-02 - i love being home
2004-05-24 - its freaken 106 here in new mex.
2004-05-23 - i miss crystal
2004-05-18 - days of new
2004-05-17 - aj supports me going to africa (that makes me think its right)
2004-05-12 - i'll just turn this in and say its how i feel about the class
2004-05-10 - i have to do my work
2004-05-10 - talking ot God
2004-05-08 - this is life
2004-05-07 - rip it from the lining of my brain just to get an A
2004-05-04 - ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
2004-05-03 - \"i want to take you to a movie, to get a drink, out to eat, as long as we both shall live\"
2004-05-01 - this lady today said i had a sweet face...
2004-04-29 - He is...all He says He is
2004-04-27 - red nail polish is girlie
2004-04-27 - red nail polish is girlie
2004-04-23 - i can't believe how tired i am
2004-04-20 - i know 16 hrs is a long way to travel but...
2004-04-19 - this is a re cap
2004-04-18 - we don't need to promise b/c our word is truth no is no and yes is yes {neat}
2004-04-17 - oh to be witty
2004-04-15 - times they are a changing
2004-04-13 - no compromise
2004-04-13 - good to be back?
2004-02-23 - i really like signing out with gay names
2004-02-22 - sometimes i don't recive stuff
2004-02-22 - sometimes i don't recive stuff
2004-02-22 - sometimes i don't recive stuff
2004-02-20 - theres no H in this girls pen name
2004-02-18 - i dont want to be this way
2004-02-12 - iam a sick sad little girl to be up this late
2004-02-10 - the love iam missing
2004-02-08 - hold on
2004-02-06 - when the format just doesn't sit well
2004-02-05 - yeah i agree
2004-02-05 - i like it when he writes
2004-02-04 - the best spent 10 dollers in a long time (L) best buy
2004-01-30 - have you checked your cool points today
2004-01-29 - things that go your way
2004-01-26 - its been awhile
2004-01-25 - mexico
2004-01-24 - i want to live in the spirital
2004-01-23 - -
2004-01-22 - its the lack of will
2004-01-19 - as the job hunters that we are
2004-01-19 - as the job hunters that we are
2004-01-17 - its a start.
2004-01-17 - its a start.
2004-01-16 - thats why i get scared
2004-01-11 - i do feel better
2004-01-10 - hating everything is hard
2004-01-04 - its been hard but good and yet iam still scared SEE MY UNFAITHFULNESS
2004-01-01 - it is a new year
2003-12-27 - sometimes a mix cd hits the spot
2003-12-21 - i work at dunlaps, thus i dislike my job
2003-12-19 - a cool drink of water
2003-12-15 - what if i were talking about you
2003-12-14 - just like all the nights before it
2003-12-12 - mexico was not fun
2003-12-11 - and iam done
2003-12-10 - just say my little wife
2003-12-09 - pick me up iam falling
2003-12-08 - that water deep song reminds me of you
2003-12-07 - machine washable
2003-12-06 - didn't You feel that emtyness inside
2003-12-05 - he said
2003-12-05 - one day at a time
2003-12-03 - LISTEN TO ME I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY
2003-12-03 - i knew just what to say but i couldn't say
2003-12-01 - he had cool shoes and new tatoos
2003-11-25 - no no no
2003-11-22 - i like the smell of cigars
2003-11-21 - they like each other, thats neat....i am not bitter i swear. right. ok.
2003-11-20 - i hate how stupid gay queer girly love-y dove-y i get.
2003-11-20 - what am i thinking
2003-11-18 - boys should NOT wear clogs. gross!
2003-11-17 - just God and me
2003-11-13 - why me
2003-11-13 - just to You
2003-11-12 - Audience of One
2003-11-10 - i had a title but i gave it up to God b/c it did not give Him glory.
2003-11-09 - if you give them everything it still wont matter they only need love
2003-11-08 - the two doller movie is your friend
2003-11-08 - -
2003-11-07 - iam sick but i still spanked the test in the face (for you tara)
2003-11-05 - i might be a nomad (according to tara t)
2003-11-05 - my tooth is going to die (switchfoot)
2003-11-04 - i wish you woudl have been there, with your arms around me.
2003-11-02 - please God help me do me hw
2003-11-01 - better
2003-11-01 - or am i already empty
2003-10-29 - if i fail out of college i wont feel bad
2003-10-28 - i believe in you so much i could die from the words that you say...
2003-10-28 - i believe in you so much i could die from the words that you say...
2003-10-28 - i was tired of depressed entrys
2003-10-25 - i want you to want me
2003-10-22 - juice boxs are the height of my college experience
2003-10-21 - it just takes a phone call from you
2003-10-20 - the coolest girl i have met here at college
2003-10-19 - i love you too
2003-10-17 - my grandma moved in
2003-10-15 - i got a speeding ticket and now i have to pay
2003-10-09 - resilience
2003-10-08 - i have tickets to see the deftones (floor tickets)
2003-10-07 - its been a week and 1 day
2003-10-06 - deftones
2003-10-05 - i wish you could have been there...to see what i saw; to feel what i felt.
2003-10-02 - i haven't missed a college class
2003-10-01 - this is a very hateful life
2003-10-01 - who is this girl you write adout
2003-09-30 - what was i thinking...i wasn't
2003-09-29 - it was just a phone call, only it changed my life.
2003-09-29 - eat dirt
2003-09-27 - iam trying harder
2003-09-27 - yet i still hate college
2003-09-26 - just another morning
2003-09-26 - -
2003-09-25 - what should i call the new snail?
2003-09-24 - iam not going to do it any more i swear
2003-09-22 - this will be my first zero
2003-09-22 - i love my titles i wish they showed up on my diary page
2003-09-21 - it was a good time at home tho i did use him
2003-09-18 - butt face
2003-09-18 - your so vain i bet you think this song is about you
2003-09-17 - why me
2003-09-15 - she things better even if she is 7 hrs away
2003-09-14 - iam going to do my homework.
2003-09-11 - the time of your life?
2003-09-11 - whole nother deal -lets get in to a fight
2003-09-09 - i will not live in fear
2003-09-09 - i would \"love\" to be wrong
2003-09-07 - this goes out to all you college drop outs.
2003-09-06 - b fore i was found
2003-09-04 - the run down
2003-09-03 - iam here and He has a use for me
2003-09-02 - which could very well be tomorrow
2003-08-31 - it was so much more than a sunday
2003-08-31 - it was so much more than a sunday
2003-08-29 - so lost
2003-08-28 - its hard to want to hold on
2003-08-27 - this is about me
2003-08-26 - is it really that bad....yeah
2003-08-26 - college is a meat market
2003-08-25 - iam waiting to run
2003-08-24 - maybe
2003-08-24 - maybe
2003-08-23 - bryans dad and no group
2003-08-21 - i need to read 20 pgs tonight
2003-08-21 - tomorrow is going to be a \"good day\"
2003-08-20 - i hate college
2003-08-20 - What if in time my feelings fade, and eyes are off you.
2003-08-20 - 2 down 3 to go.
2003-08-20 - anywhere but here
2003-08-20 - Just another college student
2003-08-20 - I had to have it, it said your name.
2003-08-19 - hello good morning how you do
2003-08-15 - this is me, and iam tired
2003-08-13 - no!! one more thing i'll miss, and i don't need anymore.
2003-08-12 - i have got to pack. but i would rather go see you at work.
2003-08-10 - by the way, iam going to miss falling asleep on your shoulder.
2003-08-09 - why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2003-08-07 - i was there but iam not any more
2003-08-07 - i was there but iam not any more
2003-07-28 - ouch
2003-07-28 - ouch
2003-07-27 - if theres a problem avoid it
2003-07-23 - tb's back and God's talking
2003-07-22 - hawk and mark are about to start working for my dad (pray for them)
2003-07-21 - i loved my hair alot. i almost felt pride ful
2003-07-20 - when you asked i wanted to say its better than you and her...but i didn't
2003-07-20 - when you asked i wanted to say its better than you and her...but i didn't
2003-07-15 - tired sick and you suck
2003-07-13 - venting and understanding
2003-07-10 - cornerstone
2003-06-27 - walls will fall
2003-06-24 - we should leave in 2 days
2003-06-23 - far from any thing other than you hurting
2003-06-23 - far from any thing other than you hurting
2003-06-22 - only half a day (i slept the rest away)
2003-06-20 - it was a beautiful week iam sorry i can't show it to you
2003-06-15 - it's on
2003-06-15 - it's on
2003-06-14 - freak'n crap
2003-06-10 - this ones goes out to all the x drinkers
2003-06-10 - this ones goes out to all the x drinkers
2003-06-10 - clay and zac have close b-days
2003-06-08 - summer times
2003-06-04 - alot to do
2003-06-04 - alot to do
2003-06-04 - alot to do
2003-06-03 - i have an endless amount of thank you's.
2003-05-31 - walking on egg shells, looking up at the sky..
2003-05-28 - i forgot tracys books...when i went back this morning the door was locked i planned on going back...
2003-05-26 - i need to deal with this...so i can face my life.
2003-05-26 - its sunday or really monday...i put off writting about this for along while
2003-05-21 - the last day of high school
2003-05-20 - i gave them yestardays entry
2003-05-19 - the tennis banquet
2003-05-18 - iam so free i write it all down and keep it safe from you
2003-05-13 - the life of a blade of grass
2003-05-10 - he was there but made no attempt to help me so i died
2003-05-07 - i got a dog that has no name
2003-05-06 - can i please get out of tennis this weekend
2003-05-05 - you and gum are good
2003-05-05 - i still hurting on the inside
2003-05-04 - my mom hurts me
2003-05-01 - torn between two...or three maybe its more like four.
2003-04-29 - you two are alot of trouble
2003-04-28 - its not real life
2003-04-27 - 61 bobby pens in the hawk (prom)
2003-04-24 - iam a senior, i can do anything i want, just wait you'll see
2003-04-23 - jesse paul patrick and conner (not in order)
2003-04-22 - thoughts after a long day
2003-04-21 - your the only thing i would miss
2003-04-21 - your the only thing i would miss
2003-04-19 - why do i have to feel this way
2003-04-16 - i love my mom
2003-04-16 - i love my mom
2003-04-15 - its a 3 day week
2003-04-13 - i wonder if when i am older i'll see my senior yr in two ways...home and school
2003-04-12 - its late
2003-04-10 - somethings i need to say
2003-04-10 - paul asked me to prom
2003-04-08 - the low down on clay
2003-04-07 - paul can point out a problem but offers no answer
2003-04-07 - it was a really good sunday
2003-04-06 - weekend up date
2003-04-04 - i wish i had \"better luck tomorrow\"
2003-04-02 - sin city vs. a love (wendy madry)
2003-03-26 - i have a project due for mrs parr!
2003-03-26 - clay sucks and nothing else makes cents
2003-03-26 - its first hour
2003-03-25 - i didn't mean to end on a bad note...
2003-03-24 - i like pink
2003-03-23 - home tennis w/ watchful eyes and not being a puller
2003-03-20 - \"ears\"
2003-03-17 - his name is patrick...but today was not for him....today was for You &
2003-03-17 - his name is patrick...but today was not for him....today was for You &
2003-03-16 - this was an update and a prayer
2003-03-13 - only i can change it
2003-03-12 - i know this answers nothing
2003-03-11 - laaa laa loo
2003-03-09 - i had a good weekend even tho i didn't play tennis
2003-03-06 - its over
2003-03-06 - its over
2003-03-06 - its over
2003-03-06 - yesterday
2003-03-04 - i could write forever
2003-03-02 - iam really pissed off
2003-03-02 - fine arts 03 the 2nd and last
2003-03-02 - fine arts 03 the 2nd and last
2003-02-26 - we leave tomorrow for fine arts (makes me miss ryan)
2003-02-25 - i slept alot
2003-02-23 - sunday is really near to monday
2003-02-22 - theater (*contest)
2003-02-18 - pete came to the play
2003-02-17 - i hate drugs...
2003-02-15 - its good to be home
2003-02-12 - please be with me
2003-02-11 - saw those skater guys again today
2003-02-10 - walls and shadows
2003-02-10 - -
2003-02-06 - anton busts out with the words of wisdom
2003-02-04 - so up and down
2003-02-03 - i saw patrick 4 times today and only cried once
2003-02-02 - sometimes you need a break
2003-01-31 - today was friday
2003-01-30 - when you think its so worth it...but after your left crying you don't seem to think so
2003-01-29 - this is how it is for kids today
2003-01-28 - today was hard
2003-01-27 - iam not ok anymore
2003-01-27 - iam not ok anymore
2003-01-26 - snowball and superbowl sunday
2003-01-25 - two days in one...i am trying to be hopeful for tonight (snowball)
2003-01-23 - iam so sorry
2003-01-22 - worth the wait
2003-01-21 - its not worth it
2003-01-20 - thought of you, cinday.
2003-01-19 - the first list
2003-01-18 - i lost myself
2003-01-17 - iam still breathing in...just to breath out
2003-01-15 - it hurts
2003-01-15 - it hurts
2003-01-13 - not the life i want
2003-01-13 - not the life i want
2003-01-12 - sat...i only did one thing i wanted today but i still feel good
2003-01-11 - i am not anyone
2003-01-09 - I will never be the same
2003-01-08 - Allen
2003-01-06 - today was a great day
2003-01-05 - it was sunday and i changed my life
2003-01-04 - its late
2003-01-02 - dealing with this hurts
2003-01-01 - i came back down to earth
2003-01-01 - this is last of it (02)and the fresh of it (03)
2002-12-30 - AHHHH
2002-12-28 - he walked away
2002-12-28 - i thought alot about things i wanted to write about today
2002-12-28 - sometimes
2002-12-27 - i thought alot about my future tonight
2002-12-25 - today is a day of together~ness
2002-12-22 - and this is all i have to give
2002-12-21 - i have a date!!!
2002-12-19 - tomorrows the last HooRaa
2002-12-18 - the best last full day of the first semester
2002-12-17 - he wrote growing i feel its more like falling
2002-12-16 - crying for a hug, but you'll never know, you'll never hear
2002-12-15 - can i have you back
2002-12-13 - code names
2002-12-11 - go hurry your head is about to.... to late
2002-12-09 - stop drop and roll
2002-12-09 - stop drop and roll
2002-12-08 - in other news.... i sleep for 15 hrs today. its sucked
2002-12-07 - i've been up for hours
2002-12-05 - iam trying
2002-12-04 - iam writting in fear
2002-12-03 - my future with steph and the crush
2002-12-03 - stephanie and makeyourself
2002-12-02 - will do
2002-12-02 - why can't i write i have so much to say
2002-12-01 - i did so nothing cool tonight
2002-11-30 - this was not just another day
2002-11-29 - thanksgiving made me cry
2002-11-26 - boys
2002-11-25 - sometimes if i could walk away i would walk to you
2002-11-22 - its friday
2002-11-20 - iam starting to hate my self
2002-11-19 - i miss you and you haven't left
2002-11-17 - a new beging
2002-11-14 - gone till december
2002-11-13 - hate
2002-11-11 - i was mad
2002-11-10 - i love this song
2002-11-07 - gay don't even
2002-11-05 - i had a great day today
2002-11-03 - ryan and drinking
2002-10-31 - funny ness pt 1
2002-10-30 - a life lesson and a great show (incubus)
2002-10-30 - a life lesson and a great show (incubus)
2002-10-28 - tomorrow is incubus!!!!!!!!
2002-10-28 - i want to be faithful
2002-10-26 - pete and steph and a fence
2002-10-24 - short
2002-10-22 - a face to face with the Lord
2002-10-21 - when should one worry
2002-10-20 - a thought
2002-10-18 - no one you know
2002-10-16 - iam a funny girl
2002-10-15 - like every girl in the world
2002-10-14 - when mondays find you, run!!!!!!
2002-10-12 - jesse's song & science note's
2002-10-09 - today was humpday!!
2002-10-07 - my weekend has rocked
2002-10-05 - cammy walker chs 1st runner up homecoming queen
2002-10-02 - hi times going fast
2002-10-01 - home coming week
2002-09-26 - this one is for you
2002-09-24 - if you know then run its way to much
2002-09-18 - if my life where a movie pt1
2002-09-16 - some times its hard
2002-09-15 - this is the day, this is my day, which is the way
2002-09-12 - its almost friday!
2002-09-11 - one year ago to day
2002-09-10 - today was just another day but not!
2002-09-08 - just a sunday song
2002-09-05 - i didn't go to school to day
2002-09-04 - CAN YOU HOLD MY HAND EVEN IF IAM SICK?
2002-09-03 - ahhhhhhhhhhh
2002-09-02 - hi
2002-08-29 - it has to get better
2002-08-28 - better but still in the dark
2002-08-28 - better but still in the dark
2002-08-27 - lost and alone
2002-08-25 - pete and steph two very hurtful kids
2002-08-24 - shart but not bu choice
2002-08-24 - my first week of my senior yr is over
2002-08-20 - the first day of senior yr
2002-08-19 - school love rob the Lord
2002-08-18 - lame
2002-08-16 - a short note
2002-08-16 - notes and a prayer
2002-08-14 - micheal
2002-07-14 - i could live for someone else and die for you
2002-08-11 - oh how i wish things where diffrent
2002-08-10 - saturday
2002-08-09 - iam home
2002-08-04 - the run down before i leave
2002-08-04 - the fair was alot of fun
2002-08-01 - lonely
2002-07-31 - today was my birthday
2002-07-29 - short and scared
2002-07-29 - happy birthday tracy
2002-07-28 - one night
2002-07-27 - today was hard, a grave, work, and using someone elses computer
2002-07-20 - life
2002-07-20 - funny...
2002-07-18 - just an update
2002-07-16 - i wait on two things my GOD and you
2002-07-15 - just another monday nite (not)
2002-07-15 - i wrote about all the boys in my life... but you.
2002-07-15 - i wrote about all the boys in my life... but you.
2002-07-14 - suck
2002-07-12 - mid part of a friday nite
2002-07-12 - almost still p2
2002-07-11 - still
2002-07-09 - attach to steph
2002-07-08 - funnnnnnnnn!
2002-07-07 - a saddness
2002-07-05 - friday nite and iam not out yet
2002-07-04 - last words
2002-07-02 - sad little pity little whinie me
2002-07-02 - i don't fit in
2002-07-01 - short notes
2002-06-29 - its like really gloomie stay out
2002-06-29 - almost there
2002-06-29 - almost there
2002-06-24 - its really late
2002-06-23 - a short thought
2002-06-23 - edge fest
2002-06-20 - the day before the road trip of the summer
2002-06-17 - this one night i thought about really telling you how i felt all those times i left your name out
2002-06-17 - this one night i thought about really telling you how i felt all those times i left your name out
2002-06-16 - just a silly girl
2002-06-13 - from the heart of a girl named cammy
2002-06-13 - just a thought befor work
2002-06-11 - it funny that the feelings never die
2002-06-10 - i love you
2002-06-09 - a new summer day
2002-06-08 - iam home from hell
2002-06-05 - girls state
2002-06-01 - i might not be able to to write for a week. ahhhhhhh
2002-05-31 - when it come it never stops
2002-05-31 - the forgotten entry
2002-05-29 - starwars
2002-05-25 - new job...
2002-05-25 - new job...
2002-05-23 - iam going to bust down the double doors
2002-05-20 - tree tops
2002-05-19 - home from waco~ tomorrow its back to school
2002-05-14 - summer is so close
2002-05-14 - a light morning chat (with my self)
2002-05-13 - 2nd time to night about sergio & steph
2002-05-12 - i do the things life is made of; crash proms
2002-05-09 - forget me nots are the flowers i wear in my hair
2002-05-07 - me and my dog
2002-05-07 - i have brown hair
2002-05-06 - when life make no promise dream of surgeo
2002-05-04 - tennis is over and i am sad and happy all at once
2002-05-03 - life is a party lets get ready
2002-05-02 - maybe iam still mad maybe i like chris
2002-05-02 - jolene is going to get a hair cut
2002-05-01 - what a day what a day
2002-04-30 - life with ~C~
2002-04-29 - i wish prom was as great for me as for you
2002-04-25 - the sickness that is you!
2002-04-22 - before a run
2002-04-22 - sirgeo
2002-04-21 - i hope you read this
2002-04-18 - if haiku's where all blue
2002-04-16 - evil grin and the way i feel
2002-04-15 - i never made it as a wise man
2002-04-15 - keep real or you'll peal
2002-04-15 - some one else's words
2002-04-14 - forgiveness
2002-04-12 - iam going to find away
2002-04-11 - bitterness flows
2002-04-11 - iam wearing pink pants
2002-04-10 - lying only brings tears
2002-04-10 - when the glass is over flowing
2002-04-09 - my my what a feeling
2002-04-09 - never stop trying
2002-04-08 - i hate you i hate you i hate you
2002-04-08 - the life that was taken
2002-04-07 - winning can't make it all right
2002-04-06 - SINGING A SONG THIS EARLY MAKES PEPS MAD
2002-04-04 - short and lame! just like me!
2002-04-04 - light as a feather
2002-04-03 - b*tch b*tch is that all i ever do!
2002-04-03 - why is the world full of dumb ass people
2002-04-02 - sleep time!?!
2002-04-02 - wow its late!
2002-03-31 - a maddness, prayer, and a letter to a loved one
2002-03-31 - a friend who really is not a friend at all
2002-03-30 - life in a bottle
2002-03-29 - a poem and \"its all about you\"
2002-03-29 - butt monkeys (and you like it)
2002-03-28 - final day
2002-03-27 - rob sucks
2002-03-27 - good morning sun shine
2002-03-26 - when is now the right time
2002-03-26 - ding dong is anyone home
2002-03-25 - liven it up spring break style
2002-03-25 - late night
2002-03-24 - flowers
2002-03-24 - what
2002-03-23 - mostly meg
2002-03-22 - stephanie, tennis, &other
2002-03-22 - stephanie, tennis, &other
2002-03-21 - thoughts of boys
2002-03-21 - i love to pray
2002-03-21 - thouhgts of he thoughts of she
2002-03-20 - a day with left in the snow as it melts away on the fist day of spring
2002-03-20 - tickets
2002-03-19 - lips are made of peanut butter
2002-03-19 - a love letter
2002-03-19 - school and simon
2002-03-18 - things to live by
2002-03-18 - school makes me want to die
2002-03-17 - iam free
2002-03-17 - 3 thoughts and the boy
2002-03-15 - just a friday of thoughts
2002-03-14 - gurr
2002-03-14 - poem
2002-03-13 - life
2002-03-13 - life is a drag
2002-03-12 - god
2002-03-11 - poem
2002-03-11 - poem
2002-03-11 - hate
2002-03-10 - the case of the drowning gumie bear
2002-03-10 - will not be a human in a can!
2002-03-10 - morning thoughts
2002-03-08 - prom
2002-03-07 - faith in who iam
2002-03-06 - sad story
2002-03-05 - 2 letters never sent
2002-03-05 - sc or kc, ricky
2002-03-04 - reasons
2002-03-03 - stress
2002-03-03 - -
2002-02-28 - death of you
2002-02-27 - death
2002-02-26 - iam losing my mind
2002-02-26 - you and he
2002-02-26 - look at you
2002-02-25 - a family friend
2002-02-25 - what maddness, no there ain't no maddness
2002-02-25 - why and any thing in my mind
2002-02-24 - a letter never to be sent
2002-02-24 - a letter never to be sent
2002-02-24 - weezer: the blue album
2002-02-23 - the light at the end of the brown paper bag
2002-02-21 - damn that time you can't get back
2002-02-20 - crush and point of view
2002-02-18 - DOWN with the sickness
2002-02-10 - snowball
2002-02-08 - day in the life of
2002-02-06 - giggles

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